*Beckonz*

This is me

I have always had resolutions and i look back each and every year, nothing change much, the same stuff, so i guess i am going to spruce things up... hahaha this arent my resolutions, i'll do them up on the eve of the new year this is just my thoughts for the whole month of this year....

Well in all honesty other than the kids central advertisement i think 2007 was a fucked up year for alot of people..i mean i see everyone around me and all echo my sentiments... its been a crap year and the only good thing for me in it is that its going to be over...So lets complain about last year first ya.. :P

NS this year was very shitty, alot of responsibilities despite me gonna leave it.. last few months usually they let the ORD personnel slack down and do less work.. its a unwritten tradition, i worked more as a new guy cause the ORD personnel workload fell on us, so i kinda expected something like that...but we had a huge manpower crisis thanks to the kids nowadays being such wimps and pussies... i mean a small problem and they start downgrading, i mean NS is suppose to make a man out of you and you go in to be a clerk or storeman..Go figure.. but well ORD LOHHHHHH....

Relationships, i made alot of new frens this year, i had so many frens coming into my life, sadly i also had alot fren drift apart, while its impossible to make everyone happy it still pains me to know i let some out of my life... but the good thing is a few old frens that i thought we lost it came back and we are now on talking terms, its good and all....

Looks, everyone looks older as they grow older, simple right... i seem to be defying it.. hahhaa when i was eighteen i grew a huge goatee and even earned the moniker wolverine from my lecturer and people used to think i was 21 22, i even had a 23 year old lady ask me for my number but now i am 21 i had alot of people say i look 18 or 19.. i went to sign up a new line she asked me if i had a guarantor, i said i am the guarantor she said you have to be 21, i told her look at the IC... yesterday i met a fren for a movie and in total there were seven people, after i left my fren told me that her friend said i looked 19....hahaha so if this is the trend i think when i turn 30 i'll look like an infant... hahahaha a 1.8m baby.. k k crap i know but ya...


NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW

Relationships.. This year i want to trim the hedges.. i mean why have so many frens to hi-bye, i have so mani frens i say hi to yet i dunno much about them, its like having so many bullets with nothing to shoot at...so i wanna just be cosy with some special friends, give em all i have to give and be content with that.. i got my libidos, i got my team OutsiderZ(my soccer team), i got the greatest family behind me, i have got, to name a few darlz, ranjini, sandz, becky, devi sweetz... so i guess i have enough love to carry me thru..About the other relationship, i have let my past go ahead of me, i guess i need to pick my life up..

Looks, yeah i aint really vey happy that i look 19, while its kewl that sec sch gals all smiling at me, i do want to look my age, i mean its nice people see u and they judge u sumwhat around ur own age, i am turning 22 and people say i look 18/19.. not exactli a compliment to me..aniwaes i am planning a whole new look for 2008, while i have the majority of what i want in mind already, i also want comments and suggestions ya... apart from that i want to smile more, people always see me fierce and arrogant so i want to be more smiling... :P since i am sucha nice sweet innocent looking boy(sum1's mother said this about me.... hahahah)

School, whoopieedoooo if all goes to plans i should be in a new campus next year, studying my Bachelors in Communication & Psychology...hahaha i miss studyin, no stupid supervisors, no officers to salute, no need to worry about pay, just sit in class play daidee, make fun of lecturers and wash eye....i mean study be diligent and all tat... :P....

2008 beckons and i am keen on answerin that call...